yeah I'm spaming

I'm spaming on this blog because I dont want to write on my Norwegian one.

Today, when i woke up i felt horrible. I couldn't do anything.
my stomach hurted but nah I had to go to school.
And my headache were worse than yesterday, and the headache wouldn't stop either. 3 weeks of non stop killing headache really brings you down.
so I got up, and went downstairs to get something to eat. which was hard since it just wouldn't go down, it came up again.

So I went to take some pills, ended up crying because I coudn't swollow them without puking so I ran upstairs for help from mom who was still sleeping.


I did go to the bus, and I didn't cry when i got out from the door so I wasn't red around the eyes, or "swollen" as many people use in their fics. But when I came to the bus I started crying again because I were thinking of something really stupid and lame about losing my friends, but that's not important.

I managed to stay alive at school, however I didn't go to work, so I'm going on saturday instead.
And when I came home, 10 minutes after 3 of my friends I haven't talked to for like 2 weeks calls me and asks me to go a place, I said no because I was sick. I got sad because of that

Then 30 minutes after that another friend called me, or talked to me over msn and asked if i could join her to the same place. after that I got even more sad.

Then I found this picture which made me laugh till i puked again.

So I'm not feeling good, I'm sorry
and the whole text sounds stupid and lame, you might even be laughing at me, but for me I feel much better for writing this